I have always believed she was out there ... I just had to find her. The one I look forward to spending time with and cherishing life with. I don't believe in the macho bs , as I think it is a front and cover-up of who one really is. I am a male version of a hopless romantic ... take it for what is . Call me any name in the book of negative and try to put me down ... It won't work because I am running on a new outlook on life and it's the little things I take in and live life everyday.
Its one unpredictable world we are living in , so why go at it alone? If you don't have to. I am one that believes that you must look inside yourself and stay focused even when it feels your back is to the wall and only the negative thoughts flow through the mind. Continue to dream and believe you are going somewhere... it can't be all about the paper , it must be about the dream. Think reaching the climax of your life ... hitting the peak successfully , and think about being successful. One can't go on if you don't have an signifcant other alongside you.
I never knew where I was going and sometimes thought the worst. There was a notion that nothing would go in my favor , but for some reason I kept believing that there would be light at the end of the tunnel. One day I woke up and I said to myself I already hit the bottom. I had my emotions played with and closed my eyes tightly , but then I opened my mind and said there is still a positive vibe flowing through my heart. I have always been one to comeback and take on another challenge. I thought positive and looked forward even when there were clitches that set me back.
Now I was never alone ... I always had people that cared , but I held myself in isolation because I did not have someone to call my signifcant other ... one I could love and think about even when she is not there. For awhile I lived believing I had such a thing , but it just wasn't the case. I suddenly found myself digging deep inside myself and taking on the role of rebel more than this sweet guy who was going to believe that all would work out. This is the conscience saying , " Yo wake the hell up !!" Every vibe is your done being open-minded and your ready to turn the tables. Its not that you want to be a complete asshole , but let's call it what it is ... Don't play someone so many times and expect not get a taste of reality.
I found love because I willing to take the past and failure ... I threw it all out the window. I decided to just take sometime to see life for what it really is... I didn't hold myself to anything and found out that alot of positive comes with letting it ride. The biggest critic in your life has to be you because you hold what happens with every breath you take and every move you make... there are second chances but your gambling pretty much... think it through and let something unfold ... don't hold on too long because a real good thing could be right in front of you.
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